The past is what you remember, imagine you remember, convince yourself you remember, or pretend you remember.
The truth is, I don't know where my ideas come from. What I do know is that they come when I'm not trying to think of them.
The moment of betrayal is the worst, the moment when you know beyond any doubt that you've been betrayed: that moment when you're glad to die.
Every stroke, every breath, every moment is a step closer to your goal.