"The moment of betrayal is the worst, the moment when you know beyond any doubt that you've been betrayed: that some other human being has wished you that much evil."
From this point on DO NOT WASTE ANOTHER DAY!!! Make a promise to yourself that you’ll start today because everyday is an opportunity to begin a new way of life and everyday you waste you add to the misery you carry. Since we’re not promised tomorrow you either will die in your misery or you’ll die in gift, pick your gift.