Generally speaking, envy, resentment, and self-pity are disastrous modes of thoughts.Self-pity gets fairly close to paranoia, and paranoia is one of the very hardest things to reverse.
I'm not a role model. I'm a father, a husband, a son, a brother, a friend. I'm a human being. I make mistakes. I have flaws. I'm not perfect. But I try to be the best person I can be.