使劲活下去，或使劲找死。

I'm going to use all my tools, my God-given ability, and make the best life I can with it.

"The human heart is a battlefield of conflicting emotions."

If my world were to cave in tomorrow, I would look back on all the pleasures, excitements and worthwhilenesses I have been lucky enough to have had. Not the sadness, not my miscarriages or my father leaving home, but the joy of everything else. It will have been enough.

诗歌优于生活的地方在于，如果它足够尖锐，可能会持久。