The whole difference between construction and creation is exactly this: that a thing constructed can only be loved after it is constructed; but a thing created is loved before it exists.
The history of mathematics is a testament to the ingenuity and creativity of the human mind.
You have to be true to yourself. Strong enough to be true to yourself. Brave enough to be strong enough to be true to yourself. Healthy enough to be brave enough to be strong enough to shape yourself from what you actually are.