对意识的研究必须摆脱一切形而上学的影响。
The study of consciousness must be free from all metaphysical influences.
The subject matter is autobiographical, it's all to do with hope and memory and sensuality and involvement, really.
I write to understand, to grasp, to seize the reality that escapes me.
真正的自由不是没有束缚,而是在束缚中找到自己的方向。