The past is a foreign country; they do things differently there.
If my world were to cave in tomorrow, I would look back on all the pleasures, excitements and worthwhilenesses I have been lucky enough to have had. Not the sadness, not my miscarriages or my father leaving home, but the joy of everything else. It will have been enough.
The only thing that can make you a winner is your resilience.
I'm not a life, I'm a death.