历史这个游戏的玩家一般都是社会的最上层和最下层，占大多数的中间层次只有在台下看戏的份。
I'd get this good feeling about all the things that I could be. And then I never became any of them.
当时我有种能成为任何栋梁之才的感觉,但结果什么也没成。