When I got to 40 or so... I had the sense when I looked back over my life I would actually see a mess of decisions， a few of which I had thought about， some of which I had sort of stumbled on， and many that I had no control over whatsoever.
Probable reason， I know not how it is， but I have observed it.
我创造了所有的节日，所有的胜利，所有的戏剧。我试图发明新的花朵，新的星辰，新的肉体，新的语言。
写作是留下痕迹，是在世界上留下印记。