The subject matter is autobiographical, it's all to do with hope and memory and sensuality and involvement, really.
To write is to descend into the abyss of oneself.
我不是商人;我就是生意,伙计。
I'm the reason your car won't start.
Going out is not the goal, going deep is our real target.
你会说他做这些是为了讨好看守。或者也许是为了同我们搞好关系。而我则认为他只是为了再度体验一下正常人的感觉,哪怕只是为了短短的片刻。