I don't want to be a ruler. I want to be a rebel.

我明白了你不可能同时拥有一切并做所有事情。

It requires indeed some courage to undertake a labor of such far-reaching extent.

All the texts say that in order to gain release one should render the mind quiescent; therefore their conclusive teaching is that the mind should be rendered quiescent; once this has been understood there is no need for endless reading.