Immediately pay what you owe to vendors， workers， contractors. They will go out of their way to work with you first next time.
尽可能及时地向供应商、工人、承包商结款。他们下次会不遗余力地优先服务你。
I think the most important thing is to be true to yourself and to be honest with yourself.
Comparing ourselves to others is a surefire way to feel worse about our own lives.