the most famous composer in the world but was utterly miserable most of the time, and of the reasons was because he always overspent his income.This was Mozart.If Mozart couldn't get by with this kind of asinine conduct, I don't think you should try.
I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.